My heart is hurting for Baby Brayden, we are fast approaching his 2nd birthday, my mind is filled with all the what ifs, and how’s and why’s. I remember the pain, the hurt the crushing of my heart, feeling totally helpless and devastated, feeling like I was so close and it was all snatched away, wanting to give up but God gave me the strength. Brayden was with us for only 27 weeks and never once took the breath of THIS life and yet still fulfilled his purpose. I pray that I fulfil mine. I pray that I do everything that God has ordained for me to do and that he continue to give me the strength and know how to do it.